Any time I see this man I feel like committing suicide. Lady share her touching story

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Any time I see this man I feel like committing sucide. Lady share her touching story

Any time I see this man I feel like committing sucide. Lady share her touching story

Ojo Oluwasegun .A

My name is Bukola, I’m in great pain as I write this.
I have a step-father, a mean and a man without conscience or pity..
my late mum told me my dad died 4 months after I was born, so I wasn’t really privileged to enjoy real fatherly affection.
my mom being a young woman, remarried this man I call my stepfather.

I cannot really remember if he showed me love, care and affection when I was still young, but as of what I happening now, I strongly doubt it if he actually had love for me….

my mum died late 2014, and that marked my trials.
when my mom was  still alive, he was a little bit affectionate (I guess he did that to please my late mum, as I always overheard them quarrelling about how he treats me)
when my mum was laid to rest, even there from the burial ground, he started showing signs of his wickedness..

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I don’t know what I have done to this man that he resents me so much… I try as much as possible to give him the respect accorded to him but he treats me like dirt..

Can you imagine this man whipped me just because I came back from school, went into the kitchen and took food that my step junior sister prepared, my God that day he so flogged me that I saw stars..

I didn’t attend lectures for a week because of the pains gotten from the bearings..

I live in fear of maiming everyday of my life, sometimes, I wonder if my real father and this man where sworn enemies..
I don’t care about the maltreatment, but the one breaking my heart now is my education, God knows this man whipped is wicked..

I got admitted into the university a year after my mum’s death, luckily she had some money in her acct, and I was the only one who knew her ATM pin as she usually sent me to withdraw money for her.
I withdrew all the money into my accts that was my last resort to secure my admission as he turned deaf ears to my pleas to sponsor me through school..

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I am in my third year now, and frankly helpless as my step dad doesn’t even care a damn about my existence at all..
struggle to buy textbooks, handouts and all, in short, I would be better off as an orphan than this life I’m living

Can you believe the only money this man gave me for school was four thousand naira (N4000) for feeding for a whole month, apart from that he hasn’t even looked my way..

My life is in shambles and on the verge of collapse. I wonder why God brought me into this world to suffer.

I have considered taking this pain of a life but death by suicide is a sure gate to hell fire and God knows I hate hell after my step dad.

Sorry for boring you all with my misery of a life..

My advice to you all; value your parents, siblings, loved ones.
treat them with care respect and love as you never know what they are to you until you lose them….

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